Prague

Not my favorite town but also very beautiful.

I want to run away
I want to leave all I've ever had behind me
Its not all that bad
but when I see what I once had
it makes me hope that I can have so much more

The fear that I lived in was not so great
Walking all around with my eyes closed
Bumping in to things
And hurting everyone I've seen
But then I realized that they were just me

I'm running from myself because I'm afraid
That who I am would be such a fool
but the fear driven games
That I still want to play
Haunts me everywhere I go

So I will spread my wings
And start to let go
Of everything that I know

A brief touch in!

This is a crazy adventure I have embarked on. There must be a workshop happening very soon because I am feeling you guys a ton out there. I miss and love all of you so much.

A little insight: I just find how Crazily perfect all creations are! The perfect creation of creating love for someone right before I left home I never wod have imagined that I would see how perfect it was this clearly. The pain and the fear of leaving love and my friends and family was haunting me and killing me for nearly 2 weeks before this journey. Not really seeing the positive side just seeing how crazy I was to put myself in that position right before I left. The idea of hurting my friends and family by leaving by living out my dreams and inspiration still lingers over me but I now see how perfect that creation was and still is. I've met so many beautiful and loving people and keep falling in love and experience that deep connection over and over again even though I know the day will come that I must move on. Then when that day comes sad and hurt but at the same time so excited because every city has brought me something new. Every city has brought me new love and some kind of breakthrough. And every city there I am living actually living. Sure fear gets the best of me as well but then I take a look and the mirror and glance at my side... Living is easy with eyes closed. It might be easy but it hurts more and more every time I watch myself turn away and close my eyes. More and more do I wake up and feel the burning desire inside of my chest to be set free, and to let my fire burn stronger then ever before. Yes this is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life but at the same time it's the easiest and most freeing thing. So this is where im at I really miss the A/B's and would love to hear how you are all doing if you would like let me know. I love you all and hope next weeks workshop is beautiful and cleansing. Oh yes cleansing hope that is going well for you all I miss my herbs and chomps ;) xoxoxo

Polska!!!!!! Updates

More on poland but so far football!!!!!!!!!
Poland is a beautiful place I have loved it! Pretty much everything here is revolving around football "soccer" which has turned out to be really fun. Watching football on 500 inch screens with amazing food. The people are beautiful. They want me to stay and teach them proper English in trade for polish WHICH IS SO HARD TO LEARN!
Actually going to a game on Thursday was supposed to leave tomorrow but someone found me a ticket. Here are some more pictures! Also... Notice the urinals haha they have soccer goals