Big fears!

I'm having to step threw. As The "real life" challenges creep back in. It's hard. It's scary and my mind keeps continuing to race when I go to sleep. What's next? What's now? Now is now but the future is a hard thing not to project into. Today is all that matters this moment this second there should be no other moments cause they don't exist.. I just need to trust! Trust! Trust! Trust!